Starting Early

We were in the living room at the back of the house, when Lewis shouted 'Daddy'. We said not yet but he went running to the door, right enough Steven had pulled up in his van. Lewis' hearing must be very good!
I took him out and he wanted up into the van; for the first time. He was so happy.

Today for me it has been horrible . How can two days be so different. I am really struggling with the unpredictability of everything. I feel so low, feel nothing, teary and want to hide under a duvet and not come out. I am already getting stressed about tomorrow, nothing is happening to stress me out , it's just how I feel. I feel the heart palpitations starting.