Bee shot

A really rubbish day. I made the decision last night to take the puppy back to his home. He was eating and drinking practically nothing, didn't move at all and sat quivering with fear the majority of the time. its been horrible and I wanted it to stop, get him a bit happier and a position where he wouldn't make himself ill. So I took him home this evening where he was happy to see his sister and his previous owner. I hadn't seen his tail wag before. And Will gets it. We were not the right family for him and he was not the right dog for us. And easier to do this now than either to realise in 6 weeks it wasn't working or trying to make it work for the next 12 years.

Still all feels absolutely rubbish though.