Serious Gansey Business

Sums - oh no - and numbers and counting and multiplying and dividing.... argh...
it is at the stage today - and there will probably be more - where I am thinking
what the hell am I doing?
I can't do this
It's too hard
I have no idea how to do this
why am I doing this?
How do I work this out?
Do the armholes go now?
Shall I increase or go straight up?
What stitch looks most like fishing nets?
Shall I chicken out and do a drop shoulder?
How many anchors would fit across the chest?
Shall I practise the cluster 6 stich?
Why does my practice needle keep falling on the floor
How come it looked so easy on You Tube

Numbers do this to me.
Had a lovely interlude in the middle of this crisis and met Phoeb and J for a coffee.

And in extras - the beginning and the end of today - both spectacular in their own way.