Scarf

Dear diary, 

I don't like going through the phases where i feel like i'm not all that useful. I'm feeling really lonely at home. And i feel bad for venting. *sorry blippers*

I have been trying not to cause trouble and look after myself, cook, tidy up after myself, shower (of course!). I live in a 3-level house. Main entrance and kitchen are at 2-level; my room, bathroom, laundry at 1-level, my flatmate's room is at level 3, and drying area (the driest/warmest area in the house) is up the top at the attic (which is technically level 4). 

Today I did the washing, felt like i have conquered Everest by carrying my laundry from ground floor up to level 4 the attic drying area. Can't believe the number of times I have to stop and rest a bit. (Silly right!) And the twelve steps (yes, i counted) to get from level 3 to the attic is step and narrow. I was a bit anxious so i did it bum up, the nurse from hospital taught me this trick. I might have been idiotic, at least I know I have tried. And clean clothes are on the way, yay!. 

So this is the highlight of my day. I'm sure everyone's must be a lot more exciting than this. Have a good weekend.