Not 'Goodbye', Simply 'See You Soon'

Day 12 ~ Ever since I was about 9, I've always experienced separation anxiety in varying degrees of severity and it's just something that I constantly have to put up with. All day it's been building up inside of me, and I can't say I enjoy it at all, but I will say this; even though it makes me feel so terribly sick, sad, anxious, and like I'm moving into a state of regression, I'm glad that there are people who have a massive importance in my life that therefore have the ability to bring these feelings upon me, because they are all people that have been huge parts of my life so far, and I know they will always be a part of my life in one way or another. Saying bye to all the family in England, and driving away in the taxi this morning knowing that there's no definite amount of time that will occur before the next time we see them all again made me extremely sad, but I really do hope that it's not too long before I get to see them all again. England, thank you for having me and mum.
God, please keep everyone safe, healthy and happy.
The 35°C/40°C weather is too much to handle as mum and I got used to the British weather, but it is nice to see dad and Qusai again after 3 weeks away, and only a few days until we're off again and out of this heat.

My song of the day: Sad Song - We The Kings