My turtle is gone

I am very sad, becasue my little turtle is dead this afternoon.

I feel guilty.

In China, we have a saying, turtle can live ten thousand years, means never die. But my little turtle just lived 2 months with me after I bought him back from market.

I really dont know how to feed him, and dont know what to do when he was bad sick. My neighbour helped me treat this little turtle 20days ago after he came back from his mother's home. But last week his company need him go to another citie for 2 weeks, and I have to take care of the turtle. I am sorry, he died.

This noon, when I realized he dying, I even talked to him hope he can feel better, I told him, that his gone can make him feel better, then do it. I pray for him for a while. After I found his death, I read "The Heart Sutra", in Buddhsim, this can help the spirit liberate.

Acturally I dont want to blip today, but I think I should do something for little turtle and show my guilty.

I realized the saying is always right: you know its importance only after you lost it.

my friend, be kind to your pets, dont like me, I am guilty