Happy Mothers day

Happy Mothers day mum,
Today is a day where we show or tell our mum's how much they mean to us, but it shouldn't be something that we just leave for mothers day, we should do it every chance we get, sorry mum for not saying thank you and I love you more often. Our journey hasn't been easy over the years there were many times where I have just wished you were there, or have just missed you so much but still for some reason I haven't picked up the phone. I still feel sad for the times I pushed you away because I was hurting or angry when those were probably the times when I needed you the most, and I have no idea how many times I have told you I'm fine when all I have wanted is you to give me a hug and tell me it will all be ok, I'm sorry mum for not always giving you the chance to be the mum that you have wanted to be. But there have been those times that I will always remember and treasure as well, those times that I think I want to do that for my daughter (if I ever have one). There are those special times where you looked after me when I was sick, those brown sugar sandwiches for lunch when we were sick but still able to eat was always a nice treat, but more than anything what speaks to me the most is the way that no matter what I have done or said that you have still believed in me and what I could be, you have never given up on me even when I had given up on myself, when no one else thought I was good enough you still thought that I was way more than good enough, and for that mum I can never thank you enough, the journey may not have been an easy one and we will probably always have our differences but they don't matter because all that matters is that you are my mum and I love you and wouldn't want anyone else to be my mum. So please know that although I don't say it often Mum I love you more than words can even express, wish I could give you a hug right now.



Thank you God for blessing me with my mum