Still waiting...

Today has been a day of sunshine and storms, emotionally and weather-wise.

I stripped the beds and put the bedding out to dry in the sunshine and wind, and just got it dried before the sky darkened and the hail began!

Today is also the 30th birthday of my son, who I was 'strongly pursuaded' to give up for adoption at 10 days old. I haven't seen him since then and still feel there is a hole in my heart.

I live in hope...