All That Remains

From a lovely weekend :-(

Mondays are always hard, and my mind drifted into other things. There's another party tonight, which guy friend is DJing for, and it's the main event of the three days. I wanted to go, but didn't plan to. But when I got home, I was very torn, and was sorely tempted to just abandon everything and go off and party. But T probably wouldn't have wanted to, and although I could have gone with other friends, I probably shouldn't. I think it brought back memories from the summer, when I did exactly that. Just knowing that it was possible I suppose. And wanted to be near a certain someone. Muddly times. 

I'm sure things will settle again, they always do. This healing process sure 'aint quick or easy! ;-)