Mum and I popped into see Steven, Kelly and Lewis and Kelly's parents who are over from Spain to celebrate Lewis' 1st birthday next weekend.
His little jacket looked cute at the bottom of the stairs.

For me today has been hard, I have felt ok, next thing I have felt really low, teary and agitated. I have found self harming helpful. I also have found the noise around me really hard to deal with and am now sitting in the silence, thinking of going to bed quite soon.
I am stressing about this coming week, too many things on, and a few things on one day. I am not normally like this. I have found several things are different now, how I feel about things, and how I deal with things. The psychiatrist says that is due to the ECT. I forgot that they said it could cause personality differences.