Solemn goodbyes and family time

For the first time today, I left Olivier with someone besides my mom. My friend J kindly accepted to look after my boy so I could attend the funerals. Oli did mostly well, and J survived!

As for me, I missed my boy. The funerals would have been too much for him, it was a long ceremony. I knew that, and know leaving him home was the best decision, but I always feel like I'm missing a part of me without him.