Little Lost Boy

I think Ferd looks sad (and sleepy).

I think he is perhaps picking up on my mood. Feeling very low and all because man in the post office was mean to me. I had lots of packages from ebay sale and well on one I made a tiny mistake with the postcode but the address was correct but then he proceeded to decide that he was finding it difficult to read my writing on the rest of the packages and then said that he didnt know how I expected the postmen to deliver them. I do switch numbers and get things the wrong way round so I always careful when I address things. I could be really dyslexic for all he knew. Any it really upset me - never had a problem before.

Have my second stress control class today (it covers anxiety and depression) not sure what I think of it yet - first class was pretty pointless - but thats because I did loads of stuff along the same lines in my pain management and back course.

Speaking of my back - I can touch my toes :D I know that may not sound exciting but its a pretty big deal for me esp considering when it was bad I could hardly walk. Physio is going well, knees done - well in terms of sessions they will never stop making horrible noises but at least they are improving (I can kneel down now - but thats still an activity that on the whole is best avoided) we are now starting on my neck. Structurally its fine but again is the muscles not working properly - but because I have gone to them with two separate issues they can see a better picture. I have hyper mobility on some joints and I'm flexible (well apart from all the muscle stiffness reducing movement) so the ligaments and joints dont really work together as they should but getting there. I will always have problems just have to work at keeping everything moving but I am stubborn (I take after my Mum) so I will keep on moving even