Hand over

Today I handed over some one else that I love to the care of the nhs. It is the 2nd time in 17 months and to be honest I find it very upsetting. I wanted to say take care of this person as they are precious to me. I cried when mum went in and said to the nurse 'this is my mum make sure you return her to me' it makes me cry now to think of the possibilities of what could have happened.
Mum is doing ok and after a million calls to the hospital today I managed to pick R up at 5pm.
I'm so for the care they both have had.xx