Flowers again

Long day - Lottie was up through the night with a poorly tummy so I didn't get a lot of sleep. That, combined with a Monday morning at work, didn't make for a happy Vicky!

Struggling with work at the moment - all the uncertainty is back, no guarantee of a job in another six months, and if there is anything it will be in a different area. I am annoyed with myself for letting it get to me - I am 44, experienced and more than competent, but I can get into a blind panic just thinking about going for interviews and starting again somewhere.

What I really need to do is to work out what I would like to do and follow my dream for a change instead of being stuck in a rut - but that is easier said than done for me. The thing I do best is worry!

All that led to a blipless day so this is one of the beautiful flowers that my brother bought me at the weekend. And I have decided I need a day off tomorrow :-)