Guilty pleasure

Today I start my journal this will reflect my life as a Mummy and my life as me "Faye"!
Why because a new friend of mine does this and I enjoy the small insight into her life and how it often brings a smile, a tear, or just a moments reflection about how our lives change day by day!
Today was a lovely sunny day and after a lovely time at tots we went to see my big sister, Carmen and Sophia love spending time with there Auntie as she works hard and time is often hard to find in busy lives! We had time relaxing in the garden and the after lunch we went to the park! Carmen played and had fun with Auntie Rene while I watched over a sleepy Sophia! Carmen was enjoying the swings but Auntie Rene had just as much fun!
As I watched I felt a pang of guilt that Jacob was missing out on this little trip he would have enjoyed it so much... Those first few years of life fly by so quickly and before you know it school starts and our time with our babies seem so limited!
Make the most of the children they won't stay little for long:)