i-D and Silja Magg

This is my collab piece that I did for studio portraiture, in the style of Silja Magg and i-D magazine. 

I am apologizing again for not blipping but i haven't done anything about it have I.

I'm back on antidepressants in a bid to see whether they make me worse or better, thus determining whether or not it is bipolar disorder. I don't really care anymore. I'm never going to be actually 'Happy' so what the hell why not pump me full of pills. I miss the taste of real happiness, it's sweet, like sherbet lemons.

Anyways, college is doable. I can't wait till it's over. I am so sick of it its such a bore.

I think if I could give up on the dull rhythm that i'm stuck in I might be happier but I can't. I'm thoroughly trapped by everything that is going on. I wonder if other people feel this way too. I wonder if those other people would like to go for coffee sometime. But I don't know who they are. So it's a lonely latté for me.

i'm tired. I am tired because I spent the day doing shitty online questions for college, it's like this big boring lump of really unnecessarily complicated long worded questions that nobody understands, and they've turned it into a whole module! The fucking cheek is that it has loads of typos too, so it's like, should I really work under typo authority? Slaving away to questions created by someone who spells writing as 'writting'? Never submit to the man I say. Or do, because it's easier and you get to go home early for snacks,

I talk a load of shit. I miss having the capacity to blip every day, I was a nicer person. I had goals, hah.