Vertigo

I started getting terrible vertigo shortly after Freya was born over two years ago. I suddenly collapsed into a spinning mess and couldn't keep myself from falling entirely to the left with a this. It's returned today and is making me feel rather sick. So I'm having a break on the sofa in a non-spinny position for now. I've been evaluating life a lot lately. I'm a terrible procrastinator which means my goals take a while to reach. But I've had a sort of epiphany. What is important is now. Not the future or the past (which I beat myself up about regularly). As long as I'm doing good right now, everything will fall into place.