Special cuddles for a special friend

Today was hard...

CJ and LJ were perfectly well behaved and full of smiles and cuddles - but in a way that made the day even harder.

I think this year may have been harder than last year - with the birth of LJ and CJ turning into a real little boy - all the firsts that they are still achieveing means I'm often thinking about how much Mum would have liked to see this, hear about that or what would she say about that.

Life moves on, we learn how to cope in order to get through the days, the weeks, the years. But she's never far away...

Forever in our hearts - we will always remember.