Horrible pointless day

Today has been painful. When people have asked how I am I just burst into tears. Baka had a very unsettled night, and so we had very little sleep. She fell over in the garden and couldn't get up. It was mighty cold at 3am!

Why does it have to hurt so much? Why do my eyes leak all the time?

We have an appointment tomorrow morning at the vets. Dreading it.