If Onlys And Maybes

I've had a really wonderful afternoon watching the Bolshoi Live Swan Lake at the pictures.

Can't help thinking about the maybes now though ... maybe if I wasn't a tone deaf, two left footed, 44 year old tomboy heffalump I could'a been up there playing the white swan.

Maybe also if after my one and only ballet lesson my 5 year old self hadn't told my mum I mistrusted any enterprise that required me to prance around in tights and a skirt and I was off to put on some real clothes and go and shoot someone ...