So I've been trying to figure out why im so unhappy all the time. As I have a husband I love, animals I adore, a new house, and a baby on the way....beside me having to quit my job (for endagering my pregnacy) and now only have .48 cents to my name, im just surrounded by love. This has been something going on since I have moved back to wisconsin and is just now getting ridioulous. Anyways, I  was looking through my blip entries from when I first started and you can really see a decline in creativity and excitement. 
I have come to the conclution that even though I love and am loved by others around me I do not love myself anymore. And need to change this. So time to kick my butt in gear and start loving myself again, so I can be happy...