6 things I've been learning about myself/random th

(Last minute, cell phone selfie picture, I know. The "courage" on the cup doesn't even have anything to do with this post too.)

#1: It is very easy for me to be influenced by words. Need to work on that.
#2: It is so hard to see the good in people when the world only wants to see the bad.
#3: I've always allowed myself to be chained to numbers of guidelines and obligations, sometimes to the point that the moment I don't have any of those, I'm lost.
#4: But now that I'm lost, I am free to discover everything my own way. And that is scary.
#5: No more excuses. I AM scared of commitment in any shape or form.
#6: I wish I am not like this, but in order to process things, someone has to sit down with me for 3+ hours, ask me questions and let me talk.
Which means, if you are truly a friend of mine, you need a lot of patience to be with me. Thanks.