1st January 2015

A Happy New Year to you all.

Had a lovely morning; nice lie-in, cuddles with my girls, tea brought up to me whilst I lay in bed. This afternoon I have been having an awkward text conversation with my sister. It's hard to try to be nice to her when we have so many unresolved issues. She wants us to have a 'normal' sisterly relationship when we never had that to start with, even before all the trouble she caused a few years ago. Our relationship has mainly consisted of her lying constantly and me being a taxi service to her. She has just asked me the 64 million dollar question - do I ever want to see her? I can't reply just yet. My honest answer would be no.