'what's she doing?!'

Today early start to swim class which seemed warmer - Dionne and I told off for chatting again - Then had good chat and coffee after - the pic is melody and Ethan sharing fruit cup - pineapple was a shock! Then to nursery to have a chat and questions and book in settling in days - lovely nursery and soo happy she got in - however mike and I talking and I'm having doubts about returning to work... Our lifestyle would have to change but we could do it - but it's taken me a while to become a senior manager and lots of my esteem is tied into my work.. Would I regret it? The nursery said if she had less breast milk in day and didn't sleep on me then transition would be easier for her.. Am I ready to give that up? For money and stuff? Shes going to be my only baby should I stay off and return to work once she's 3? Or will I find it hard to find work then? Such a hard call
After, we came back for lunch and dad went back to work - we stayed in doing calculations and benefits check! Melody thought it was her lucky day watching tv all afternoon! We missed tiny tunes as nursery took longer than anticipated but was good to stay in
Tonight - dinner - Melody fussy again - spitting out foods she likes.. Grrr - chill mumma! Currently asleep on me.. Which I love and packed lunches all done for tomorrow :)