My Dear uncle.

Today I found out that he had taken his life. I'm feeling so sad. I don't understand this. First grandma and right after my uncle. I've lost all my grandparents in a short period of time, my god mother and now the closest person who reminded me of my father, I lost him too. I hope he says hello to my father and tells him that I miss him when he sees him in heaven. Mean while I'm trying to hold on to my family and keep it together. Not easy times, once you lose trust you lose everything. I hope I wake up from this nightmare soon.