(not so) little ball of fur

So this is my second day of blipping, and I'm feeling a bit down today, so I'm hoping I'll feel a bit better after venting here.
I woke up this morning, with this ball of furr cuddled up against me
(he's called "Swa") My boyfriend let him up earlier when he got up.

I had to go to my brothers today to let the stucco-worker in. He lives in an apartment and the neighbors above have had a leak in the bathroom for the third time (I think) every time the workers come to fix the place, and it gets ruined again. This time the fixed all the plumbing up there so lets hope the third's the charm.
Since I'm involuntarily unemployed momentarily (hehe tong-twister) I volunteered to let the workers in, so he doesn't need to take all he's free days just to sit and watch people at work.
For me it doesn't matter if I write my letters of application here or at home. Well, it kind of does, at home I ted to do less than here, so it's better if I'm here.

I'm down, since all I've been sitting at home for 4 whole months now, and still no-one willing to give it a go and employ me. It 's starting to work on my nerves and I'm starting to feel quite useless and lifeless about now.
So I haven't got any energy to actually DO something. I've got hobbies, I just don't do them, allthough I've got plenty of time for them. No, instead -for some reason- all I feel like is playing couch potato and watching series on my laptop.
Sometimes I manege to kick myself of the couch and paint something. (I've been trying to paint poppies lately, they do start to look better)
One of the biggest issues is, after writing a letter and really hoping this is the one this time, you get an automated confirmation it is received, and NOTHING ELSE. If you get something back, it tends to be another automated mail with a message of rejection.
So that's how I feel , rejected.
I've got a Bachelor of Applied Science, and I'm sitting at home waiting for my series to come in: how lame is that? I'm supposed to find a cure for cancer or something, but that's quite difficult without a job.

Luckily, I've got the two furry monsters who keep me company, Swa (from the picture) weighs about 6,5 kg, so he's quite big, not fat though. And I've got another one, thats a little lightning-bold gray-ginger one of 3kg,s so half the size of Swa. Her name is Paka. They are cuddly hunters.. a bit of a contradiction, but it defines them both perfectly. One moment there all attention-seeking, the other there bringing down a pigeon.
Today I've only got one little furry ginger monster to keep me company, since I'm at my brothers. Thankfully Vlad's cuddly too :)

PS: Sorry about the poor quality of the pic, Black cat's are quite difficult to get a sharp image of, and as I said (29th of april), I try to make an impression of the moment, not a perfect picture..allthough I made this picture when I still was drowsy sow a bit blurry isn't that wrong in my head