Stormy

It's a miracle I didn't get blown off the pier!! Not sure what that bee like cloud thing in the top right is all about!

*moan alert*

I'm feeling a bit glum today because it's May tomorrow. April has been a pause between treatments, a month with no hospitals and no doctors. Apart from a few lingering side effects I've felt quite good and I've had other things to worry about so I'd almost forgotten that I'm ill! In May it all starts again, my calender is littered with dates for clinics and appointments to prepare me for the big black surgical dot at the end of the month. It's all feeling real again and it's all a bit scarey :(
I don't want to unpause, I want to stay in April, maybe I just won't turn my calender over tomorrow!!