John all grown up.

I dont know why, but i feel protective over Johns hair, have i ever told you how he reminds me of Samson?
Y'all know the story right? Well, its a biblical story and to sum it up, Samson is super strong and has very long hair. When he meets Delilah, she cuts it. Thus making him loose his strength. However, it grows and back and all equilibrium is resumed.

Why it reminds me of John?
Well, sadly to say he wasn't always a lovely boy. Over a year and a half ago John cheated on me. I know right?
But y'see it was 2 days after he got his hair cut.
He hasn't had his hair cut since. I don't know whether i'm just a massive spiritualist but I believe his hair is his loyalty. I can't bear to cut it- just in case.


But, it's really long now and I feel proud of myself for not freaking out by now.