life is boring

So todays picture is essentially how im spending most of my evenings at the moment, its a sad life, but its the only way I seem to be able to increase my horizons, but if life has taught me anything, never trust a profile.

Work is getting hectic now, you can tell the managers vacancies are comming up, competition is intense, but im winning, however for all the work im doing, theres no play, life is dull, and in the evenings theres nothing more I would like at the moment than to come home to someone saying I missed you, I guess its just the hugs I miss more than anything, but I dont regret what ive done in the past or present, I know love is supposed to fall on your lap, but there seems to be a constant lack of other people wanting the same as me.

I guess im just too old fashioned, is it wrong to want to meet someone, get to know them, fall in love and let the rest take its course? Just seems like everyone I meet is insane or tells me thats what they want, then tell me their not, I just cant handle that anymore, and uts killing me to think I might end up being the lonely the one amongst my friends.

And yet these feelings are aleviated, even just for a second, by going on a dating site, a place where one message could change your life, I guess you never know whats round the corner, I would love to know, and cant wait to find out.

Good night everyone

Chris