Fairy lights

I planned to wake up really early today and make an effort for work. The thought was there but it never happened. So I got into my car later than usual so I had to bomb it to work.

Work was okay. My lab-pad was quiet. I really wanted to come in from work at the end of the day and get straight into bed and cry. I sat with my house mate then went out for a walk as I needed some fresh air. I always feel like I fail when it comes to money or with being a bad person/daughter. Today the two came together.