Baby Eli

I got a lucky chance to meet my friends baby Eli tonight as they are flying back to Australia tomorrow. He is only 7 months old and was born in Adelaide, Australia shortly after they emigrated over there last October.

Despite being cheered up by Eli's little face I'm feeling pretty empty, I'm heartbroken and I'm sad, all at the same time because of recent events in my life.

I'm desperately trying to remain objective and find the right path for the future? A good friend has lent me a book 'I can mend your broken heart' Paul McKenna/Hugh Willbourn which I'm reading and really hope it starts working soon x