all alone

after a grey, dreary day and after certain events of last night i have been in a weird, type mood that was hard to explain.

the girls went out to there grannys this afternoon after spending an hour in casualty with a poorly lottie, to find she has a throat infection with fever but was still adament she was going to grannys.

so due to last night events meant there was only pete, myself callum and jamie here today so took rusty dog to scotstown beach and could have done a blip of there but decided this cow summed up my feelings of wanting to be alone but within the herd if blippers know what i mean