oddball

Not been on here in a few days, not much to talk about really, my photo is just of my nans wedding and the candle shall be lit tomorrow in memory of my grandad.

Ive never met any of my grandads, unfortunately they all passed away before I was born, but its still nice to celebrate the life of a man i wish i got the chance to know.

I have decided I dont like the feeling of knowing things could slip away at any point, it seems like im getting this feeling in all aspects of my life, it doesnt seem how much i try to impress or voice my opinion i seem to be loosing to someone else, this is no more apparent in my work life, i have been shouting for progression for over a year, but feel all my shouting is going to waste, not because of what ive done, but because of what seems to be a popularity contest.

Hopefully im wrong, but its just the kibd of thing that would happen to me.

Good night everyone