Helvetia Basel Mittlere Brücke

"Meet Helvetia, the allegorical female figure who has symbolised Switzerland for hundreds of years. She sits at the end of the Middle Bridge on the Kleinbasel side, gazing thoughtfully down at the Rhine, with her suitcase packed and her spear resting at her side."

I went for a walk with a friend last night. Purpose of it was to clear any misunderstandings between us that stacked up the last couple of weeks and months or ever since she started working or since I got diagnosed with breast cancer. The friend that I thought was my best, doesn't understand me at all. I feel betrayed and misled. I opened up my heart and got hurt. Sure I will try again, but never to this intensity. Just not worth it. Don't want to get hurt again.

I feel like this Lady Helvetia. I sit on the edge of my bed and ask myself where did we go wrong? I miss my friend, but she just doesn't get it.... I think it's time to pack my suitcase and move on.