False assumptions

I can't be begging for mercy all the time. One day, I shall not be pardoned anymore.

It's been quite an 'up and down' day again. Solely my wrong.
I was notified. I was warned. I was told to inform. Yet again and again.

Sometimes I feel it suck to be me. But hell no, I don't want it to suck to be me.

I will strive to be a better person.

Yet again and again.