Unexpected.

I went on a date today with this amazing guy! He is so sweet, real, and not materialistic at all! I felt like I was in a movie. Here is what happened:

I was running late and I really didn't want to give a bad impression but actions speak louder than words! I was worried he was going to take me for the type who didn't care and just was late always! So I was rushing! And then when I was finally driving, I got lost! This was our first date and I was very excited about it!!!!

My best friend called him and we finally found our way. I walk up to the Starbucks and I can't see him so I call him again and he was inside. He gets up and greets with me a hug and we sit. He is so interesting just sitting there writing.

We got into a deep conversation about our days right off the bat! He is quite the talker which I like but he can also listen very well. In the middle of us getting know eachother he interrupts his own train of thought to ask if I'd like a beverage and I said yes and I went to go purchase my drink.

He got up quick and didn't hesitate to follow me. Like the gentleman I knew he'd be, he insisted on paying.

We sat down after I got my drink and I felt like we had to whisper in there so I asked if we could take this outside so I could also enjoy a nice cigarette and cool weather.

We got into background conversations which was so intriguing. It takes alot for someone to understand my background but he seemed very interested in it.

He asks me "would you like to see my favorite spot of the city" and I was very quick to say yes. We cross the street befor the light turns and he approaches an elevator in a parking garage. I stop and say 'shall we take the stairs?' he is open to the idea and head up the 3 flights. I ask 'is this where you are going to kill me' he chuckles and we revh the destination.

Overlooking the little towns lights and the old architecture it's absolutely perfect. He loves this little escape I caught him just smiling at all he can see from above. It's quiet and beautiful. He explains that this is his get away up to three times a week and he can get list of his writing done here.

He picks me up and sets me on the wall and is nervous for me falling back. He holds tight to my legs to protect me from going face first into concrete. Understandable.

We continue our night in more conversation and then it starts getting late. I suggest we shall go and he seems perfectly content with it.

My ride arrives and we hug our goodbyes and I leave just wondering who is this guy? Why did he come into my life with my mind as messed up as it's ever been?

I can look at him and I can feel that he wants me in his life. But I know myself enough to not be able to imagine why he would want such a person. He is so kind that I know I'd break him instantly and I honestly care enough to not want to do that. He is a good person and I don't want bad things to happen to him.

In this scenario, I'm a bad thing.