Not right

I have been watching so many films lately (I have now almost watched the entire French section of the video store and am working on the festival films plus those on my laptop) and have been playing with my camera so much that I feel I am starting to see life through an imaginary lens. As a consequence I will see shots I reallllly want to get but just don't know how to get, so go home grumpy like I did after hanging out with these flowers tonight. Also, I kept shaking and mucking it up :(