My mom always thought it would be the worst thing in the whole world to be blind. She thought she could deal with a wheelchair or being housebound but blind ... no way. When she found out she had cataraks (i spell badly... i'm sorry blip.. we need spell check!) she was devestated. (Incidently her brother later had ALS and we realized that is probably the worst thing in the world... it's all relative)

Anyhow... I have been dreaming a lot. In my head I see things I dont see with my eyes. I see a world of my subconcious trying to tell me about all the things I am thinking about. My mind races at night. I wake up constantly. Yet I dream the minute my head hits the pillow.

If only my eyes could see what is making me so restless that only my dreams can explain.

hmmm.