sad desperation blips

this is so sad
to be completely honest,
i asked blip how to delete my account because i was so sad:'(
but then i decided against
because i need something to record my growth, if i ever have any
i feel like with everything i'm attempting to balance right now, photography just doesn't rank that high
but i want it to.
it's like weird bringing my camera to school or something so i don't capture those moments and at home... it's not too eventful either..
but baking is the best stress relief!(: