Keep moving forward

I guess its true that we have to keep moving forward
Maybe then we will stop looking back into the past
I miss the past
I miss being in a group
I'm having doubts ...
Just when I wanted to go out
I realized that I didn't had any friends left ...
All I have is her
Without her , I guess I'm alone
Spent a whole day talking to my plushie
Didn't felt stupider and dumber
Seems like everything just keep darker
I'm alone
...
...
...
Again.