Rough day

It may have been a day that could have been explained by rough but you can't consistently have a great day one after the other. At times I find myself living in a dream. One that most can really appreciate but I woke up from my dream. I remembered the tiny parts you want to share with everyone, the exclusive ones you want to keep to yourself and the parts that you thought you'd forget but woke up with fresh in your mind.

I feel sad towards whoever is taking part in my dream because you have no clue when my eyes will open and I begin to realize it was all just a dream. My bad.

But a plus to waking up to this specific dream was that there was no scary parts, no scary monsters, and nothing I'd ever be ashamed to remember. I'm here now and back into reality. How did I ever get lost? Some people have such a great strength to pull you so far from reality that it's so hard to get back into.

I'm beginning to walk into my reality with very slow steps but what most dont understand, I no longer want to be in that dream. It was fun and exciting and smiles all the time... Not realistic. All a fantasy.