A Treat

Thanks to my boots points I got funky nail varnish. Unfortunately because of the sewing and jewellery making I had to cut my nice long nails short - but at least they look all funky now. A little pick me up.

Doctors went well - I have some new meds, trying a different approach to pain management and I have a physio referral. The doctor also mentioned a new service that helps people who have been off work for a while to return to work - they work with you and your employer. I am hoping that they will help to give me a voice so actually feeling a little bit more positive.

On another note in my plan to start feeling better - nails step one. I have decided to make an effort I always used to, even used to wear makeup. So thinking I might treat myself to a lush red lipstick. Also thinking that I might dye my hair blue, just this once to remember what its like to have blue hair - I miss my blue hair.

As you can guess I was not one to conform and I always said that I never would, well ok I still have my lip piercing and my double nose piercing but long ago I took out most of the things in my ears (holes closed up and gone now) and stopped dyeing my hair and started to dress in inform jeans and t-shirt and glup they were even disposable fashion on occasion. What happened to me? I grew up. Yes, but I didnt have to totally lose myself.

Ummm maybe I will dust off those New Rock Boots (not actually sure that I could even lift my feet of the floor in them now)