I'm on the inside looking out

My front door.

I was out and about again today.

Last night I had a bad time worrying about finances, but this morning I went back to it and it's much better than I had doom and gloomed.

And work was good.

Really good.

I like the people there. I can talk to them. I feel cared for. I feel understood. And I've really impressed someone who works at one of the main colleges. So much so he babbled at me and I was left beaming. And I've been doing managementese all day and... yeah. I can do it.

...We joked soon I would need a powersuit, a briefcase and working lunches. Hee.

And THEN... went to doc and startled him by actually having good blood pressure. Now, doctor, doctor, if you haven't realised by now... coming to see you stresses me. No wonder my bp has been higher.

But now it's low again. I win.