This accompaniment piece is actually the death of me.
I've never been confident in my piano playing- after starting late in 3rd grade, I was never a performer so much as just a girl who liked playing piano for her... teacher
I was always self-conscious about how all the other asian kids had already played so much and so well with their respective teachers when my teacher hardly taught me anything

and now this is the result
spotlight effect
but something more- just lack of self-esteem
and it's going to affect more than just me this time.
allen i tried to tell you to find someone else,
but i will still try.