Hallway.

This is where I want to be the rest of the night...

In a quiet, quiet hallway. Emptiness...

I am very depressed today. It's been a day from hell. I don't even know what to write about other than the fact that I feel neglected from everything and everyone...I am alone and I feel there is one particular person I am losing and it's driving me insane...

I would go to the ends of this earth for this person, but if I decided to walk away, I fear they wouldn't notice...sometimes I feel like I'm the only one who gives effort. I am the only one holding on and I just end up feeling disappointed. That is the most unwanted feeling in the world, mind you: disappointment. So now I'm left here crying, in this hallway, wondering if it's for a justified reason or I'm insane...

God help me to tonight.

I know I can't bring back the past. All I have is memories. But I'm trying to make an even better future but that isn't going to happen, I guess.

Where is the optimism I had a few days ago...

Why am I loosing everything so quickly?