Blurred vision

Love the blue sky
Love the blurry vision ~
I really dunno how much should I change back ?
To the guy from the very start ?
To the guy after clubbing ?
To the guy who been through everything ?
I'm lost in being myself ...
You used to be alright with not meeting for a few days straight ...
Lost sight of who I am and who I want to become ...
Am I happy ? Am I not ?
Friendship , Relationship , Kinship
All a blur