Obsessed

Ob-sessed, ob-sessing ob-sesses; verb transitive.
To preoccupy the mind excessively
The domination of ones thoughts and feelings

An obsession is a persistent thought, idea, image or emotion that a person cannot help thinking about even though it takes up too much time and distracts from other things.

The only cure is to go cold turkey, so I am disappearing for a while. Hope to catch up with you all again another time. It's been a total joy.