Halfway There

What a long, long day of travel.

I woke up this morning in the arms of my love, right where I belong, with the knowledge that it would be the last time for a whole month that we would be together. Yucky. :(

We left the house very early, and he took me to CLT. I didn't want to leave, and if there was a way I could somehow get all three of my daughters to NC, we would be there in a heartbeat forever, or at least until we all decided to journey elsewhere.

This trip overwhelmed me for many reasons. Mostly because the future scares me, and what once seemed like it was going to be easy is now looking like a really big challenge.

I know one thing for certain: home is where the heart is. That means that my home is all over the U.S. and Great Britain. So. What do I do with this knowledge?

I'm still figuring that out.

In the meantime, I'm grateful for the everyday moments like this one, where I am all by myself in a bathroom at Albuquerque International Sunport being silly.

Life is good, it's just really, really, ridiculously complicated - no matter how you try to simplify.