Returning freedom

Remember this sunset ?
Remember how close we were ?
Somehow I feel like you no longer need me as much as you used to ...
Maybe you grew tired of this relationship
Sometimes I'm not even sure you'll think of me as much as I do
But everyone is different (;
Forcing myself to be alright with your every decision
Just hoped you remember your promise somehow but seems like you don't
Tired of always restricting
Maybe I cared too much
What happened between us ? I wanted the us before clubbing
When we quarrel and learnt to cherish each other more
But now ... ... ...
Hate who I am .

Are you still the mei xia that I love a lot ?