Oh last night was rough and this morning was much the same. I am completely burnt out, completely strung out, completely exhausted. I am tired of the emails, the discussions, the paranoia, I am tired of seeing something so good go down in flames. I am tired of the distrust, lies, secrets, and stories. I am tired of the rationalizations. I am tired of hiding, of taking it out on my myself.

I am tired of looking and feeling like shit due to the stress, I am tired of the crying. I am tired of the toll it is taking.

I am fucking tired.

x.